Then I will perch on the dark brown chair that I seem to have appropriated from a cafe at three in the morning and reward any and all who will listen with free gazes into my fucking scalp.
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"The wholeness that which you seek sits on a throne you're not worthy of beholding," the gatekeeper says to me.
I ask him: How much longer?
This scene keeps playing in my dreams as I hug myself to sleep. Each time, his eyes appear more empty.
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